it's over.

finished my final paper for this semester. it was so really hard that lots of us thought that we might fail the paper and if that happened we would obviously have a lot more problem next year. cause you know, repeating the paper means that we would have an additional paper other than the stage 3 subjects. gosh please don't let this happen to me. we were allowed to bring a sheet of A4 paper (called cheat sheet) containing notes into the examination hall but it didn't help much. what i did was writing back what i have written in my notes without really answering the questions asked. It was the hardest chemistry paper i've ever taken so far. umph, maybe the hardest in the course too. I've been warned by my seniors since last year that stage 2 papers are tough and even tougher than stage 3 subjects. I should have prepared myself earlier, don't you think? study earlier, make sure i don't miss any of the lectures, do all the past year papers and etc. huhu it was tooooo late! the part that i regret most is not attending the 8am lectures. it  was so hard to wake up in the morning especially during winter, when it was so cold and always raining. it wasn't easy for me to get out of the duvet, take my shower in the morning and prepare myself with a few layers clothes on my body within a short period of time. i need like an hour or so to get myself ready. The real problem is that i love my sleep more than everything. There were times that i got mad of myself cause i made a really stupid thing a couple of times. i woke up in the morning, took my shower, then i felt so sleepy that i suddenly decided to continue sleeping instead of going to the class! duuuh i cannot think wise when im sleepy! i started to hate myself the moment i woke up, and it ruined my whole day ;(